It is sometimes hard to admit it but I fight with myself daily. Internally that is. LOL…. At first you may have imagined me throwing myself down and swinging like Joe Frazier or Mohamed Ali, beating myself into submission, but that certainly that is not what I am talking about, although my emotional turmoil seems at times just as painful as a boxer at the end of 10 gruesome rounds. What I am talking about is trying to do the right thing, giving the benefit of the doubt in all situations, in spite of my bias or preconceived notions.
I suspect some of the more sophisticated thinkers in the political correct world might have you think they are inclusive, have NO prejudice and are never bias toward any one at all. But, I do not believe it. They just have a better sense of politeness and possibly a much better filtering skill. I am losing my filtering skill. I am tired of filtering everything for fear of hurting someone’s feelings. Is that terrible? Yes, my mother would say. I really miss my mother. She is the one person who loved me unconditionally no matter what I did. She would tell me to stop beating myself up, forgive my self and keep trying to be the best-version-of-myself. Onward.
I’m extremely disappointed in our political system now. When I was younger we had politicians like Edmund Muskie, George Mitchell. Bill Cohen, Bob Dole, John McCain, and yes Susan Collins. These people disagreed reasonably and still remained cordial. The rhetoric and extreme drama that I have seen in the political debate makes me believe that our country is headed for the dump. I will not vote for anyone who does not remain positive in their political process. I’d rather see newbies who run for office and maintain integrity without the negative campaigning then see the kind of negative destructive verbal jousting that has become the norm. The constant nipping of political correcting instead of focusing on substantive policy decisions is driving me bonkers. There was a time when I could disagree with a neighbor or some other public figure and simply let the process take it’s course. Now, even disagreeing becomes a moral affront. I simply do not understand it. What ever happened to friendly competition? You know, like when we played marbles in the school playground the the one with the most “steeley’s ” always seems to crush all the others. I never held that against those champions of the marble game and eventually, I decided it was not worth the aggravation. I stopped playing marbles. I did not whine about it. You know the saying “take your marbles and go home”. That is what I did. But now it seems like this is not an option. It is better to stay in the game and keep whining, I think not. Grow up people you have a country to govern.